| crystal called me tonight. my mood did a complete 180°. i was a little upset about the bitch in the driveway hating me, but then i got to talk to her for about half an hour. she makes me smile. too bad shes married. hes a good guy though. he'll do her right.  |
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| listen to "hate me today" by Blue October. do it. |
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| i dont expect anyone to pay attention, this is just for me. 4 days ago things were good. i was comfortable. now, just the opposite. ive stumbled. ill regain my footing, but its gonna take a little while because im now running a new course. i dont know where its taking me, but i will get there. from now on, i trust once, and only once. blah, i need dashboard confessional.
everyone should go download:
"lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off" by Panic! At The Disco
(or atleast read the lyrics) |
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| i have 10 weeks of school left. then im done. done, i tell you. shortly thereafter, i plan on moving to the nashville area with miss danielle. hope i dont go broke from all of our rent money being spent on shoes and clothes or something. discretionary income would be better spent on an EVO IX. this means i have to grow up, and frankly, im not ready to. i dont wanna turn 20. i soooooo dont wanna turn 20. |
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| happy birthday to me and daniel. |
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